I'm feeling kind of depressed about my novel. Every time I think it's ready, I find obvious mistakes.
I feel pretty stupid at the moment. Things that I thought were great, weren't.
I don't know where to turn and quite frankly it's hard to be motivated on doing anything with it. I've lost my center.
I've even entertained thoughts that maybe I'm on a fool's quest. Maybe I don't have the stuff be be a writer.
I see positives, but I'm looking at them through a grey fog.
Sorry to be so down.
If I turn my back on that path, will another one come around to get me published? I would rather just walk right up to an agent or publisher, SHOW them why this is important.
But I still can't get me POV straight.
But I'm just a no-account wanna-be who can't even spell correctly without a spell checker.
Who am I kidding?